Your present is defined by a failure to walk away from the 8 of Cups. You're sacrificing your own happiness and you feel miserable by duty. You feel married to a duty so hard your life is stifled and you feel completely lost. You also feel a lack of anything to offer to the world. Everything feels exhausting and hopeless. The repetition in your life has resulted in your life stagnating. You are hidden in the background, practically invisible, and you feel misunderstood by practically everyone. The affair of dealing with Machine King and his forces,
2. The Challenge: II - The High Priestess Inverted
The challenge is you lack insight, you're foolish, overly sensitive and feminine and have a fragile psyche. You're not terribly stable deep down and most people walk on eggshells around you due to the fact your worldview and beliefs are irrational. Mental illness or intrusive thoughts is the core issue of this card. Secrets remain kept, your instincts fail you. You feel like you're in an ever shifting labyrinth of bullshit.
3. The Past: XVIII - The Moon Inverted
Madness and anarchy reigned in your past. This card indicates in the past a dark night of the soul, the primitive at play. Block of mental and sexual energy. You ended up lost in a kind of mania, that sealed your true talent. Pressures to conform made you crack. You lost faith in the world and in your true psychic and spiritual talents. You wrapped yourself in paranoia and lies.
4. The Future: Knight of Coins Inverted
The future as it currently stands is continuing stagnation. You're focusing on the wrong thing, rather than the real problem. Your life won't move forward due to the fact you're approaching your problem with the Machine King improperly, and as it stands, you'll stick to the same failed patterns, that won't actually deal with the problem.
5. The Goal: IV - The Emperor Upright
You wish to create chaos out of order, and become your own boss. Follow your own rules. You want to feel like you have energy and you're moving forward with your life. You seek more masculine energy in your life, either from others or yourself. You wish to be logical rather than emotional. A sturdy foundation. A respected member of the community. However you're cursed by being very very opinionated and those opinions take a Herculean amount of effort to change.
It also indicates a desire to make a fresh start, a clean break from things as they currently are but that self control and discipline are the way to get it. Make a commitment and honor it. But to deal with this problem, you may need to ask for help for a higher power as indicated by the Knight of Coins.
6. The Subconscious & Foundation: XIX - The Sun Inverted
The basis of the situation is poor logic. Your happiness is blocked because you're thinking inside the box instead of outside of the box. Things are frustrating and unclear. You don't deal well with children. You feel stuck in a rut, and might well feel scared of changing things up because stasis and repetition are your friend. You're fundamentally miserable, pessimistic, melodramatic and vain. You consistently have trouble making smart, intelligent, informed decisions.
7. The Advice: IX - The Hermit Inverted
The Advice I can offer is: Ignore Paranoia. Ignore isolating yourself. Don't be a fool. You tend to have a vicious and twisted side to yourself that's driving much of what's going on. You've lost a grip on the real world and real situation because you spend all your time by yourselves, alone. Again, repeating once more, you suck at making decisions. Search for the truth. Consider taking up a cold case, or even writing. Distract yourself from your current work. Because focusing on it isn't helping.
8. The External Factors: 8 of Swords Upright
Again, you're unaware of what to do, but fear being wrong. You're unable to move forward and remain stagnant and stuck in one place. Hold off a major decision because you don't ave enough information. You have unfinished business elsewhere as indicated by the Emperor, and it's quite unpredictable. You're being led astray by the madness of the moon.
9. The Hopes and Fears: King of Wands Upright
You wish to be a leader. Someone others respect. A happily married spouse. And you desperately desire something new in life. You want to have it all. You want to be passionate in life, but you loathe compromise.
10. The Outcome: 3 of Cups Inverted
As things currently are: Adultery, over-indulgence and social misery are likely to follow. Happiness gone rotten. Jealousy. Bitchiness. Being too competitive. It might be you or someone else, but someone shouldn't be trusted. There's someone who cheats on friends and family. Feel unloved and unattractive and craving attention. You can't distinguish between your thoughts, and your feelings. You have a troublesome past that continues to cloud your perception of the present. You're actually depressed, feel unloved and you constantly toxic.
The Three of Cups indicates a possible nightlife or secret party. A milestone will be celebrated, but you'll enjoy it too much via the Eight of Cups.
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Your present is defined by a failure to walk away from the 8 of Cups. You're sacrificing your own happiness and you feel miserable by duty. You feel married to a duty so hard your life is stifled and you feel completely lost. You also feel a lack of anything to offer to the world. Everything feels exhausting and hopeless. The repetition in your life has resulted in your life stagnating. You are hidden in the background, practically invisible, and you feel misunderstood by practically everyone. The affair of dealing with Machine King and his forces,
2. The Challenge: II - The High Priestess Inverted
The challenge is you lack insight, you're foolish, overly sensitive and feminine and have a fragile psyche. You're not terribly stable deep down and most people walk on eggshells around you due to the fact your worldview and beliefs are irrational. Mental illness or intrusive thoughts is the core issue of this card. Secrets remain kept, your instincts fail you. You feel like you're in an ever shifting labyrinth of bullshit.
3. The Past: XVIII - The Moon Inverted
Madness and anarchy reigned in your past. This card indicates in the past a dark night of the soul, the primitive at play. Block of mental and sexual energy. You ended up lost in a kind of mania, that sealed your true talent. Pressures to conform made you crack. You lost faith in the world and in your true psychic and spiritual talents. You wrapped yourself in paranoia and lies.
4. The Future: Knight of Coins Inverted
The future as it currently stands is continuing stagnation. You're focusing on the wrong thing, rather than the real problem. Your life won't move forward due to the fact you're approaching your problem with the Machine King improperly, and as it stands, you'll stick to the same failed patterns, that won't actually deal with the problem.
5. The Goal: IV - The Emperor Upright
You wish to create chaos out of order, and become your own boss. Follow your own rules. You want to feel like you have energy and you're moving forward with your life. You seek more masculine energy in your life, either from others or yourself. You wish to be logical rather than emotional. A sturdy foundation. A respected member of the community. However you're cursed by being very very opinionated and those opinions take a Herculean amount of effort to change.
It also indicates a desire to make a fresh start, a clean break from things as they currently are but that self control and discipline are the way to get it. Make a commitment and honor it. But to deal with this problem, you may need to ask for help for a higher power as indicated by the Knight of Coins.
6. The Subconscious & Foundation: XIX - The Sun Inverted
The basis of the situation is poor logic. Your happiness is blocked because you're thinking inside the box instead of outside of the box. Things are frustrating and unclear. You don't deal well with children. You feel stuck in a rut, and might well feel scared of changing things up because stasis and repetition are your friend. You're fundamentally miserable, pessimistic, melodramatic and vain. You consistently have trouble making smart, intelligent, informed decisions.
7. The Advice: IX - The Hermit Inverted
The Advice I can offer is: Ignore Paranoia. Ignore isolating yourself. Don't be a fool. You tend to have a vicious and twisted side to yourself that's driving much of what's going on. You've lost a grip on the real world and real situation because you spend all your time by yourselves, alone. Again, repeating once more, you suck at making decisions. Search for the truth. Consider taking up a cold case, or even writing. Distract yourself from your current work. Because focusing on it isn't helping.
8. The External Factors: 8 of Swords Upright
Again, you're unaware of what to do, but fear being wrong. You're unable to move forward and remain stagnant and stuck in one place. Hold off a major decision because you don't ave enough information. You have unfinished business elsewhere as indicated by the Emperor, and it's quite unpredictable. You're being led astray by the madness of the moon.
9. The Hopes and Fears: King of Wands Upright
You wish to be a leader. Someone others respect. A happily married spouse. And you desperately desire something new in life. You want to have it all. You want to be passionate in life, but you loathe compromise.
10. The Outcome: 3 of Cups Inverted
As things currently are: Adultery, over-indulgence and social misery are likely to follow. Happiness gone rotten. Jealousy. Bitchiness. Being too competitive. It might be you or someone else, but someone shouldn't be trusted. There's someone who cheats on friends and family. Feel unloved and unattractive and craving attention. You can't distinguish between your thoughts, and your feelings. You have a troublesome past that continues to cloud your perception of the present. You're actually depressed, feel unloved and you constantly toxic.
The Three of Cups indicates a possible nightlife or secret party. A milestone will be celebrated, but you'll enjoy it too much via the Eight of Cups.