You feel less like a person, and more like the echo of a memory. The details are fuzzy, but if you brush away the frost and snow, the frozen memory, the echo of the past will be found, but reviving this memory, the truth of what happened, is going to hurt, and it's going to hurt hard if you pull it up.
2. The Challenge - The King of Swords Reversed
The upholding of a rule or a situation to the point of injustice. Being stuck, the wheels of time unable to spin, but the blade of the king holding them in place is beginning to break, and the half-way state you exist in is going to shatter, and likely for the worse.
3. The Past - The 5 of Wands Upright
Strife. Fighting to even survive, to struggle against your own existence vanishing. You did everything to just hold on. Time since then has felt stalled, as you struggle to remain stable, as your very sense of self is at stake.
4. The Future - The Two of Wands Upright
A journey. Freedom. Putting things in your bag and leaving. But you must have plans you want to follow through to be able to go on the journey. You have to have the will to escape.
5. Above - Joker Reversed
Your goal and the macrocosm. A puppet trying to cut its own strings. You wish to be freed of the puppet strings that have ensanred you for so long. You want to leave of your own volition.
6. Below - 7 of Cups (Pacific Northwest) Upright
You have a choice to make, but that choice is as much an illusion as it is a fact. There are options lying buried but understanding not options are equal. You cannot tell their full breadth and scope from your current state, you'll need to seek a new viewpoint to learn the truth of the choices available to you, before you can choose what to do to yourself.
7. Advice - The 5 of Cups
Look for evidence hidden in the past. You are already moving forward, but you need to go deep back and confront ghosts that hold the true facts of the world. You need to know more to help escape the labyrinth in which you've been caught.
8. External Influences - The World Reversed
The World for you has Stopped. Slowed. You are delayed, other's plans keep failing. You are frozen, and you need to escape the Frozen World you are trapped in.
9. Hopes And/Or Fears - The Ten of Eyes Reversed
You're afraid to look. You should LOOK.
10. Outcome - The Final Tarot Upright
The answer is a mystery, sorry, you have to peer behind the curtains yourself...
11. Another Outcome - Hand of the Hunter Reversed
As my hands are tied on your outcome, let me offer a suggestion and advice: Focus on the fact you've lost connection. A loss of sense of self. Go outside, touch grass, think. And start hunting. But beware the original sin.
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1. The Present - Frost Upright
You feel less like a person, and more like the echo of a memory. The details are fuzzy, but if you brush away the frost and snow, the frozen memory, the echo of the past will be found, but reviving this memory, the truth of what happened, is going to hurt, and it's going to hurt hard if you pull it up.
2. The Challenge - The King of Swords Reversed
The upholding of a rule or a situation to the point of injustice. Being stuck, the wheels of time unable to spin, but the blade of the king holding them in place is beginning to break, and the half-way state you exist in is going to shatter, and likely for the worse.
3. The Past - The 5 of Wands Upright
Strife. Fighting to even survive, to struggle against your own existence vanishing. You did everything to just hold on. Time since then has felt stalled, as you struggle to remain stable, as your very sense of self is at stake.
4. The Future - The Two of Wands Upright
A journey. Freedom. Putting things in your bag and leaving. But you must have plans you want to follow through to be able to go on the journey. You have to have the will to escape.
5. Above - Joker Reversed
Your goal and the macrocosm. A puppet trying to cut its own strings. You wish to be freed of the puppet strings that have ensanred you for so long. You want to leave of your own volition.
6. Below - 7 of Cups (Pacific Northwest) Upright
You have a choice to make, but that choice is as much an illusion as it is a fact. There are options lying buried but understanding not options are equal. You cannot tell their full breadth and scope from your current state, you'll need to seek a new viewpoint to learn the truth of the choices available to you, before you can choose what to do to yourself.
7. Advice - The 5 of Cups
Look for evidence hidden in the past. You are already moving forward, but you need to go deep back and confront ghosts that hold the true facts of the world. You need to know more to help escape the labyrinth in which you've been caught.
8. External Influences - The World Reversed
The World for you has Stopped. Slowed. You are delayed, other's plans keep failing. You are frozen, and you need to escape the Frozen World you are trapped in.
9. Hopes And/Or Fears - The Ten of Eyes Reversed
You're afraid to look. You should LOOK.
10. Outcome - The Final Tarot Upright
The answer is a mystery, sorry, you have to peer behind the curtains yourself...
11. Another Outcome - Hand of the Hunter Reversed
As my hands are tied on your outcome, let me offer a suggestion and advice: Focus on the fact you've lost connection. A loss of sense of self. Go outside, touch grass, think. And start hunting. But beware the original sin.